Honestly?

I just want to put you in my setting for a second.. I'm sick. Pony on top of my head.. Posted on my couch.. 9 in the morning on a Monday, No work or school today.. And I'm wearing Footy Pajamas that i bought at target last night. I know right? you can't help but love me. So i step outta my self for a second and take a look at everything that's been going on around me. I don't understand how time is going so fast! A wise woman once told me that after High School everything just flys by. Amen Mother. It is amazing though- truly amazing that if you are doing the right things in your life- somehow life just falls into place. I love the Holidays. I love spending time with the fam. They are just simply the greatest. My little Bro is getting so old. and Rikki already a freshman. uggghhh. People still look at me and think im 15? ahah. So i have come the realization, that my new years resolution; is to develope greater patience. I feel like im constantly trying to force things to happen, or trying to jump the gun. But honestly im so sick of expecting things that dont happen. I have learned that i cant control everything. (i know it sounded crazy to me too) but it's true! i just gotta take things as they come and hope for the best ya knoww?